NHSS Prom~ (unedited)

Starting off with a horrible day, one with 3 tests and filled with research for English ended with the most memorable even in the history of my timeline. Prom is an event that everyone should definitely attend, it is a night-full of fun with your best buddies and everyone that you ever liked. For my prom I left my house at 4 O’clock. The thing about Toronto freeways is that they slow down every morning and evening. I dont understand, if everyone goes at 100 km how does it slow down. Well for me the same thing happened. I got to my friend, David’s house by 5:40 pm. My friends had previously given me the time of 5-30 to get to the place and we were suppose to leave as soon as I got there, and this is where the discrepancies from the plan begin. My friends BK and EL forgot their entry pass at home. We were delayed a whole hour and made it only 15 mins before closing time. The surprising thing was at this point everyone was wearing suits and I didn’t have one. See I had a track meet the day before and I was working for the guy next door so there was no time for buying anything. We got to the Prom place in Vaughn at 5:45.

At the Prom place we went inside after 5 mins of hanging in the surrounding area. I forgot to take my ipod, I didn’t have a chance to take photos.Me and my friends signed in. From the 5 friends I had met at David’s apartment, the rest of them joyfully greeted me. We went in to the prom hall, walking professionally. Everyone was dressed in black suits and girls wore fitting dresses. Everyone looked extraordinary.

Soon after, the hall started filling up with the rest of the senior students. I had a nice conversation with ms. Evans and ms. Byrnes. It was quite reminiscent . Everyone had started taking photos. So I joined in, it was the most fun to try and photo bomb pictures, but whenever I tried people started to invite me in to the pics. “To the hell with that” I thought. I ended up enjoying the pics being taken.
An exciting part of Prom was meeting all the different people I knew. Meeting my friends AC, AH and ML was like bringing back all the memories from the past. So was meeting all the other girls from HMST. Everyone was just wandering around until ms. Byrnes came on and started the formal event. Everyone was asked to sit in their sits and the dinner was served.

It was a 4 course meal. First was grass and leaves that looked to have died long ago. Pretty sure no one ate that crap. Second was pasta, it was well made and may have been the best dish but the last who tried to take my dish sprayed the sauce in my shirt. After this I went to go sit at AC’s table, until they served chicken. Chicken was not, shall I say, up with my taste. The ice cream was good though, like how an ice cream is suppose to be, cold and sweet. The best dessert in the world. I would also like to add that every now and then some retards got up between meal sets to go up to dance and had to go sit back down. I’m sorry but, its very irritating when people have to be so stubbornly stupid enough that the teacher has to get up between every mean plate to ask everyone to sit down.

After that was the Dance. It started off with those club dances that I really didn’t know how to do. AC tried to get me to dance but I had no idea how to. Most of the dance time, I was either sitting on my table with EL and KD or I was sitting with ML and AH. It was actually fun, just to sit there and do nothing. I was only there for 2 slow dances. The first one I danced with SK for the last quarter, it ended fast. The second slow dance was my most memorable dance that I’ve ever had. It was with AC. The dance lasted for sometime and it was so good that I was left astonished. After the dance, I went to go sit in AC’s, ML’s and AH’s table for a while (if it wasn’t specific before they were on the same table). People from my car ride came to get me. I said my good byes to everyone on the table. We had to leave the Prom place soon after.

If anyone here has to go on a ride with Abdullah, never take the chances. his driving skills are flawless at the speed of 70-80. He drove us to our Hotel for after party. Through the drive me and David had fun teasing Biraj and EL by singing songs. We got to the Hotel and took a quick shower. In about an hour everyone else got there. VT who really wanted to go to the washroom was left helpless because of David who was taking his hour long shower. Everyone started to settle in this new crib. Later on when everyone had showered and gotten ready, booze was brought by JL and her mom. VT and TL picked a place to sleep first followed by everyone else. not that it mattered cause people too my place later on.

Me, Kevin D and Moo had interesting conversations. Later one same with David. Moo, Louis and Aaron got super drunk. Moo was doing really stupid things throughout the whole night for eg. Doing WWE moves on AS, making ~~~ actions saying that’s how a sperm goes. And when asked “You want some?”, to get the reply – his on his spot “you got some”. Louis was doing really stupid things as well, he couldn’t even walk straight. At about 3 we finally asked everyone to go to sleep – not because we wanted to but we got a complaint from the hotel people.

I had a peaceful 2 hours of sleep when at 5, Louis woke everyone up. Agreeing with him it was super hot and we really needed the AC. I didn’t get to sleep after that for a long time, we went for morning walks for many times over. We were listening to songs for four hours in the morning. Everyone was sleeping for the longest time every but I didnt get to sleep at all. Being sleep deprived everyone woke up at 10 and we left the hotel. We went to go eat Pho and right after that we went to go watch the movies. We met up with Abdullah and Biraj again. We watch the Dictator. To tell you the truth, it was a really really funny movie. After that I went home, first time on the bus. I slept for 2 hours and then slept again wen I got home.

I’m sorry this post seems like a Diary Entry but I didnt want to miss any details on the most Amazing moment of my life.

Hamlet Essay- Body

Claudius’s ability to persuade other people into acting affects all the characters throughout the play. From the beginning to the end he tries to manipulate all the events that occur to be easily in his favour. During the time of preparation against an invasion from Fortinbras he quickly kills the king –Hamlet Sr. In this time of urgency of finding a quick king he acts to mourn and condole for the dead king. His act creates a situation where, because of no time, he is able to quickly gain the trust of the whole kingdom and marry the queen. This quick manipulation of the two events follow Claudius’s plan to what he seeks the most: Power over Denmark. In doing so he also acts as a nice step father to Hamlet so he can easily be accepted into the royalty as he says “…This unprevailing woe, and think of us/ As of a father…”(The Falcon Shakespeare, Act I Scene 2 lines 108-109).

Claudius’s power of persuasion continues to show as he starts manipulating other people through the play.  As the play goes on he quickly finds the quickest way to stop any opposition that may occur to his kingly powers. He manipulates Fortinbras through the help of his uncle- the king of Norway. Claudius’s character knows that there a chance that he might lose to the army led by Fortinbras and to gain and keep his powers he takes this opportunity and acts quickly. Stopping this attack on Denmark also affects all civilians of Denmark as it shows them of how kingly and resourceful this new king has proved to be.

Manipulation without knowledge also occurs in the play Hamlet. Claudius may not seem directly responsible for the deaths of Characters like Polonius and Ophelia but they occur due to the events influenced. Claudius killing the king provokes the mad state of Hamlet through which he seeks revenge as well as answers. This revenge that he seeks provides Hamlet to kill the new king in solitary as soon as the opportunity arises. The accidental death of Polonius occurs because of how the king had caused to seek revenge. As for Ophelia, Hamlet’s madness and her father’s death, both caused by events that were unknowingly set by Claudius.

Claudius didn’t repent for the actions that he took. One may see this as ignorance to his consciousness which usually represents the good in a person. By ignoring this conscious he is driven by his ambition to hold on to his throne and leads him to set such dishonorable events in place that should never occur in a royal family. Claudius starts manipulating the events with deceit and unfair tricks to annihilate his problem: Hamlet. Claudius starts to manipulate his first act of revenge by ordering the English king, whom the Danes have just won over, to kill Hamlet. Claudius manipulates this event so that the death of Hamlet takes place outside of Denmark. Hamlet was a prince loved by all, so by planning the event so that his death takes place outside of Denmark, he saves his throne and the thing that loves the most-power. These actions lead to the death of Rosencrantz and Guildenstern.  Claudius acts like this without any hesitation. Claudius may be viewed as a mastermind as he so much confidence in his plans with so much at stake.

Claudius also participates in manipulation of Laertes.  Claudius says “Laertes, was you father dear to you?/ Or are you like painting of sorrow, A face without a heart?” (The Falcon Shakespeare, Act IV Scene 7 Lines 107-108) to provoke Laertes and his recent feelings of sorrow for his father.  Claudius manipulates Laertes to end the life of Hamlet to take revenge for his father’s death. Claudius sees his terms as kings and sees his greatest threat as Hamlet. To manipulate someone against royalty, or as seen at treason, is weighed more to Claudius. Claudius, again, plays with so much at stake. One can see that Claudius’s hunger for power still seems absolute. This influenced act of treason against Hamlet causes the death of Laertes, Hamlet and Claudius himself. Claudius’s another influenced act to put a poisoned pearl in the drink kills Gertrude. 

Math and E&S Science

Well about 2 days ago, so the Wednesday, I had so much free time in these 2 classes that I started to draw animated version of my friends from memory.I can’t say my drawings are awesome but they help me pas the time. I couldn’t remember some faces when I tried to draw them.

I know I suck at drawing but I thought they kind of resemble them in a way. Added Mandy 3 days later when i was really bored.

I’m Done

So today we had a poetry seminar for English class. For this seminar we were given 2 poems to analyse thoroughly. Two poems were the hostile nations and the moment. I did so much research on it that I had approximately a page of research for each, I asked my friend A, whose incredibly good at English. All my arguments were in place. As you see both of these poems have a definite connection between the nature and humans. Each person was only allowed to comment 3 times. I admit that one of my comment failed on me but that’s not what is concerning. Each comment is marked out of 10 so the highest mark you can possibly get was 30. From the look of my teacher’s expression I could gladly have said that I definitely got above a 20 with 3 plausible comments form my research. At the end of the discussion I walked up to my teacher, with my heart beating, as this might have been my first English success this year. I go up and polietly ask for what I got out of 25- which is the highest mark in class and that is the bar that is set as a 100%. So After hearing that I still expected above a 15. In a monotone voice the teacher replies “9″ and looks away with disgust. From this point onward I have no intention of trying in this class. I take help, ask wtf I am suppose to do and follow up on his remarks. He seems me trying and sees how relevant my comments are compared to something like “I see the moment as a divorce between a marriage couple” for the poem The moment. I do not see how do you see this. I understand when some people see the speaker as god, I understand when they think the speaker is the wealthier people in society but when they say its a lady asking for a divorce and get a better reaction than my comments and a better grade I have no other options that admit either one of these things – My teacher is a senseless person who doesn’t comprehend english or I am the dumb one who has no possible chance of improving even after trying to. After 3 evaluations my mark has been dropping by 10 % each 90- 80- 75, and this one is gonna drop my grades down to a 60. I have no idea what to do. All i can hope for is a mark of 60 so that i can stay in my boundaries of uni acceptance. As you see this post is written with a lot of rage so forgive me for my improper language. 

Time to post :D

I haven’t posted for so long, first thing I notice is that WordPress has changed so much! Why is the new post paged 1/4 of the actual webpage? Oh well. I’ve had an formidable first semester and now the second one has started. The second semester lacks the depth and the broadness that the first one had. First semester consisted of Adv Functions, Chemistry and Physics. All of these are easy and provoked my intelligence to perform better than it ever has done in the past. This semester is scheduled this way- Earth and Space science, Calculus, English and Bio. Every subject here gives tremendous amount of homework. Earth and Space’s teacher’s day doesn’t end well if he doesn’t hand out homework that’s what he says. Calc like all the other maths has too many exercises for every chapter.English is the most bothersome. 3 weeks in and I have to read 3 books already plus about 1 short story per day in the first 2 weeks and now a poem everyday starting the 3rd week. This takes up most of my homework time alone. Then there is bio. You have to teach yourself from the notes that you copied down from the board and the text book, then you look up your own questions and review. There could be a pop quiz any day. As you see, this takes up most of my sparse homework time. Then there are scholarships. I don’t think I have time to fill these up but they are still on my calendar. Alrighty that’s all for today needa go to school~

Reading – Red Blood Road- (been at the last 100 pages for so long, got no time to read ):)

Planning to get the new Final fantasy soon.

Watching- Game of thrones- on eps 7. ( its like my friend A said, the story is incredible)

Animes- Naruto (ofc), Fairy Tail, Rinne no Lagrange, Brave 10, Amagami SS+ plus, Guilty Crown, Another

All these are really good and ongoing. The first 2 every one should know, Amagami Ss + is romance, Guilty Crown and Another are the best seasonal this year. Guilty crown is about void weapons, Another is horror, the story line is amazing and keeps you wanting for more. 

Days like these…

Its the days like these that I dont know what to do. Stuck in this vast world among 7.5 billion people. Tiredness and fatigue coarse throughout my body. Stress accumulates at the peak centre of my forehead. You dont realize how hard it could be to select the right paths to the future. What the future holds no one knows but the key to a particular person’s future is held by the person’s decisions. At this point in life, I can clearly say that I have not made any intense decisions that could change my life that significantly. Those decisions are made by my parents. I didnt realize this until I looked back and saw that all the major changes that occurred in my life werent cause because of me.
What about now? well, Universities is a different question.  Universities have changed tremendously since the time of our parents’. I have seen all the presentations for every university, filtered through each and everyone until I could actually find the ones that could be a possible choice. Even then there are around 5-6 universities that I still have to choose from, each one having a particular overwhelming feature that makes me want to give it precedence over others. Some universities like Waterloo, their degrees have more prestige behind them, but they are far from home. Universities close to home have degrees that are completely different that the degrees that you can get from different universities that are far away. This might be the most difficult decision in my life that I’ve had to make. my whole life is based on the university that I pick. The friends that you meet in universities are the ones that are with you for the rest of your life. The education that you receive shows the most possible future. And you see, it can create enormous amount of stress when you know that its decisions like these that might change your whole life.

Sorry, thats a whole lot about me.

School, – marks on report card – Chemisrty – 91 , Physics- 97 (disappointed – it was a 99),  Adv. Fns. -97 – (disappointed- retaking course).
I need to stop looking at the computer its making my eyes burn. Maybe I got glasses, lol- phss NAHH

Song – addicted to Gomenasai by T.A.T.U .

well since I havent written in a long time there you go, my horrible English, if you’ve been waiting for it.

Supz

Why am I writing so suddenly after just writing one post. You see I have a lot on complains about this school and world that Ive found in the past what ever days that I havent written in. So this whole post is just my bragging on feel free to skips stupid complaints.

First of all, The Tennis Coach is a very racist person in my opinion. You see I was killing every one in tennis and I had a reserved spot on the tennis listing. But when I go to see the list, my name is there under the list of substutions. That makes no sense considering the fact that there were 10 people trying out and only 2 were to be benched, one didnt show up during the tryouts and the 2 I beat that day clearly puts me 7th on the list withouth even playing the rest of them. How did I get down to the last two, I HAVE NO BLOODY IDEA!

I’ve been reading books to pass my time, yes again. I read acceleration, its an amazing thriller mystery, but after reading the whole book in one day, the ending felt so incomplete. I dont understand why write a book if you cant end it properly. Even though it follows the concept of mystery, the love between the main character and the other character should have reunited. OH and The reason I really liked the book the whole way through was because it takes place in toronto and all the places that were described felt so famaliar.

Why Do I need to go to school? Ive been asking that since school started, Every thing we do at school is basically a review from last year. Pure stupidity. Chem – BONDING (gr. 11) Physics – MOTION (last year) math (ADV FNS -LAST YEAR) =.=

I dont see why the internet companies have bandwith. they dont care if you’re under but they charge so much if you go just a bit above.

Yea well thats about it, Dont complain about this post- cause I already got enough

Listening to – The new Demi Lavato album “UNBROKEN”

reading – Knife of never letting go – I WANNA READ HUNGER GAMES

Oh and that reminds me, – I’ll say sorry the 1000000000000000000000th time for breaking The city of the ashes to my sis A